It is striking that in this and other experience that has no mention later that happiness is being said, I only have peace, a peace that goes beyond the term, and it gives me great, great peace and relaxation, there is total certainty love. Do not look for that happiness, only makes me curious, so I like to be known as natural and perceive the unity of everything. A part of the story I just mentioned, not consciously remember another experience of totality, but the moment it was like telling me thinking: "if things are well, life is so normal" Shortly before going to another face, equanimity was almost entirely with me, went and soon returned, however there was a peculiar fact that caught my attention: as I began to detect a certain coldness and / or indifference in me to human suffering, could not explain or differentiate himself very well, I was not sure if it was part of equanimity or wrong, this was happening, I think fairness is refined to be with love, gentleness and tenderness. Returning from the face, I had another experience like that of unity, to be honest I can not remember as it was, so if you remember is it was love, unconditional call, which then merged with equanimity, since they are inseparable: peace, equanimity and love. About meditation. By the time that I came announcing the need to make a decision very difficult life, was a period of approximately three years, spiritual practices were emerging according to my experiences in this regard, the imminent decision came after a meditative practice, in the mastery I found out that was called Vipassana, was a big surprise for me, no doubt that spiritual intelligence is always present, I thought, this is the continuous undertaken to date and that helped me make that difficult decision with deep spiritual meaning.